There’s fate and destiny, but I don’t believe in chance. Destiny is something I believe in strongly – that we are destined to travel a journey that will throw us around in every direction – we are destined to try everything. I believe that everything has a natural order, but I don’t believe it should be followed. Everyone has a journey, but getting to your destination can be straight forward and you can run in a straight line, but how boring would that be? I’d say boring as heaven! Yes, I do mean heaven – there’s not much to do up there as how can it be as boring as hell, when everyday you’d be whipped and raped by demons? Okay back to not believing in chance and having a destiny; even though I writing and appear to be contradicting myself, so let’s start again in another way.
Do something random and see where it takes you, you will be surprised of the outcome. I love to be random as its amazing the things that happen. The people you meet, the events that happen and the things you see or hear really do make you smile. Random ranting is my favourite thing to do so either stop reading now if you don’t want to be confused. I generally chat shit, but that’s the fun bit! So chance, doesn’t really exist in my books or my story! I don’t believe things happen by chance, I believe if you are destined to do or meet someone then it will happen. You can’t say it was by chance that I met someone; except it as the fates where shining down on you. It’s all about karma really. I haven’t a clue what I’m talking about – I’m not even pissed, my head is just in a place of something – I think it’s the tramadol and I’m knackered; surprising really since I’ve had about ten red bull – Buzzing on the caffeine.
Well I went to a friend’s party and met a guy who works for Channel 4 or something like that and something to do with advertising. I found that amazing as that is the kind of job I would love to get into, but just had no luck! My destiny chose me a new path to follow, kinda breaking the rules to let me have fun; this is how it led me there: Finished a degree - can’t find a job - took on a photography course - playing with camera - decided to get photos printed off - waited in line - met Jo - Jo invited me to party - thought what the hell I’ll go even though I won’t know anyone - went to party - introduced to cute guy - talked to all night - found him really interesting - told him about my sketches and stories - said I should send them to people - said I’ll add him on fcbk - when he comes up again hopefully go out for a drink - added on fcbk - hope I got the right guy! I love meeting new people, really inspires me to be creative and I use every experience of meeting people in my writing. It helps me create characters and just basically understand cultures. I kinda liked him to. Long time since I’ve met someone who I can talk to for hours and not lose interest or things to talk about.
I believe... okay I’m saying that too much, but honestly I believe you should at least do something random once a week to keep your life exciting; being boring all the time is no good. Keep life exciting as you never know where it will lead you or take you.
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